Weirdest Dream Last Night

It made me wake up feeling weird. Then again, it was a weird dream, right?
I had a dream I was going to Spain, with my aunt, uncle and cousins. and JH was there, with like two or three girls. So we're about to go into the airport and I get held back because I found something on the floor, i think? Then we lost JH and the girls and we were texting him and nothing. I decided I hated my glasses. WHY I wore them, I have no idea; I RARELY wear my glasses outside. So I went to the bathroom and changed into my contacts. But then I lost my contacts in my eyes and I somehow ended up wearing my glasses again? But then I found my contacts. I have no idea, it was really weird. Then I went to call Jackie to tell her I was going to Spain, bc thats where the Jonas Brothers were before. And in the end, we didn't end up finding JH, which made me sad. I don't know, it was a weird dream and I woke up feeling awkward. ._.

I don't know what to say about him. I feel like we'd be awesome together, yet I'm so intimidated by him, because he's so good looking, so awesomely christian (which is a good thing), like I feel he's so much better than me. and I think I'm an awesome girl and great girlfriend material. but IDK. Its stupid. I shouldn't feel this way. He's an awesome guy and I'm an awesome girl so whats the problem? I want to get to know him better. But how? I don't want to seem obvious. I know that before, I seemed WAY too obvious. I need to cut that out. Maybe I can tell him, "well, you know, when I met you, I had the BIGGEST crush on you, which is why I acted goofy sometimes." and he'd say "you didnt act goofy haha" lol ugh. Lord, help me!! I've been asking about my solution about him for a long time. Please give me an answer :(

I'm doing awesome. Last night, I read Matthew Chapters 1 + 2. I know it wasnt long but I was really sleepy. After I read them, I wrote in my log. Im going to do this, and not because I feel I have to, but because I want to. I want to know what God is telling me to do. I want to follow His plans. Im excited :)

Today, one class was canceled and I'm skipping another. I hope the last class won't be as bad as last week. It'll be a great week and an even greater weekend. I can feel it. Lord, help me to change for the better. Make me stronger. Thank you for EVERYTHING!!! :)

" I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been."

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Holy CRAP. Its FREEZING here. I have on a long sleeve, a tshirt and a hoodie and I'm still shivering. and poor Miley is all wrapped under my comforter. Oh man, winters coming -_- :(
AND we don't control the heat lol Oh well.