I wonder...

what the heck made my teacher so douche-y. I can barely stand rude people but this guy, I'm sure he can be a nice guy but MAN, he's a jerk. He doesn't care about ANYTHING you have to say. What student ruined it for the rest of us? What finally drove him over the edge? I have a classmate who took this class maybe 15-20 years ago? and she said he wasn't this douche-y back then. So it really makes me wonder who did what to make him all, "EFF THIS!!" Another classmate, who had him last semester but failed, told me all these horrible things that he said to her and how she complained. She said he doesn't say that much to your face bc the dean has yelled at him before. WELL, DUH! Then don't be a jerk! I'm positively terrified of him. Its a hard class for "intro". He's making us do all these reels and edit them, and on our own time. So I have to book time to do this shiz. and I was told I won't use this in my future. I was like, "great." I was hyperventalating, basically crying, bc I wasn't able to do my homework and edit my reel. Last week, he didnt check. Of course not. But THIS WEEK, of course. And alot of students didn't show up, probably because they didn't edit theirs either. So I booked 3 hours tomorrow so I can do my old homework and the new one. UGH. I hope it comes out good, I'll be breathing better when thats over. I also have a stupid quiz next week. Great. RAWR.
Anyway, my other classes are okay. I love Marketing, because I'm actually learning something. >_< Vin should take a teaching lesson from Ms. W. Jeez..

So you know how I always say, "I wish I could repeat high school?" I lied, bc repeating that would mean having to take this guy over and I would never do that, ever. lol =P

" Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong."