Well, Well, Well

Holy crap.
how long has it been? oops. :)
well, things are different, AGAIN. haha
Jon Alba = out of the picture.
Alex= out of the picture.
Who's in the picture? :D

a)
STILL LOVE ANBERLIN.

b) ANBERLIN ROCKS

c) YAY ANBERLIN

haha seriously now, I love SP, of course. They're having a contest to go on tour with them for a week and if I don't go, I'll be really really sad. They need to know how much I relate to them :)
Sexy Heroes has come SO far from when I first met them and they rock soooo hard! I saw them tonight, and it was so much fun :D
IM DORMING!!!!
I know, can you believe it? :D

Im seeing Honor Society next weekend...Jonas maybe?!
Im seeing Sexy Heroes again the 20th.
Im seeing There For Tomorrow/The Cab/We The Kings/The Maine March 7th.
I'm going to Florida in May to see my grandparents, Tiffy!!!! and Jorge! :)
I want to see Anberlin with Jorge so bad.
I want to Anberlin again period haha :P
I'm going to the gym in hopes of being thinner by the time I get to FL.
Yoshi still rocks your face xP

God is so freaking amazing and He doesn't stop making me smile:).

I love my life. <3

My Bad!

its been FOREVER.
let me read my other posts and see where I left off...

• yes, i still LOVE LOVE LOVE Anberlin :)
• I'm over my crush on Alex. Its all on Jon Alba.. again.
• I cannot wait until school is over!!!
• I'm getting better in the sound production class
• Thanksgiving was good; family&lots of food
• I've seen Twilight a total number of 5 times in one week, 3 times the day it came out. And I'm seeing it tomorrow. :)
  

School needs to end. now.
Im getting so sick of it!!! I had 2 tests and one presentation on Monday. I was like o_O. I hope I passed my stats test. or else I have to retake the class :(


I'll continue updating this later.

-----------------------------December 3rd, 2008. 1:22AM EdIt-----------------------------

Sorry for completely cutting off last time. I got into a really good discussion. Anyway..

My sound production teacher assigned the last project today...oh goodness, I dont even know how to begin. Im afraid. Im afraid. I wish it was December 20th. :( I believe in myself. I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!
I hope...
<3

sorry, another distraction lol

"Win A Trip to See Anberlin In Concert!"

well, isnt that exciting?!!

Im In Shock

You're gonna hear this from me constantly lol "LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING, THE BAND ROCKED" but you will never hear this from me again:
That was the best show I've ever gone to.
The bands before Anberlin, I could have definitely done without. If it weren't for Anberlin being so damn amazing, I would have said the concert was a bust. There For Tomorrow was actually the best of the opening three bands. Straylight Run I did not enjoy. They were old men, playing random music that did not make sense. I strongly disliked Scary Kids Scaring Kids. I mean, are you kidding? First, they WERE scary looking. Second, the music did not go with the rest of the show, it was SO hardcore. Much more hardcore than Anberlin and Anberlin's pretty hard. It was either screaming, or just awkward music. And the guitarist, whose name is Chad Crawford, was so awkward looking, I swore I was going to have nightmares. They were just bad. Then, after waiting seriously forever, Anberlin took the stage, starting with one of their new songs, Disappear. Oh My God. After that, I was sold. They are so talented, and played so amazing and the songs were insane good. Im running out of adjectives, seriously. They don't even begin to describe how amazing Anberlin's performance was. I have about 40 pictures on my sidekick, I'm surprised it didn't die. Speaking of dying, I thought I was going to die because of the moshers. But they saw my scared face and backed off haha The concert was insanely amazing. I cant believe how amazing they were. Yes, this even tops the Jonas Brothers. Thats how I know they were seriously incredible. Even Simple Plan and Relient K. Don't get me wrong, they were all AMAZING shows but Anberlin...


I'm just speechless.

Am I Crazy For Wanting You?

Um, YES.
ugh. >_< !!!!!!!!! i hate having crushes. its so frustrating. and yet, im only frustrating myself bc i should be patient. Gods like "Becky, are you kidding me? Its been like, 2 weeks." lol I know but are the other chick talks necessary? "yes, bc that means he trusts you enough to talk to you about that." ugh, i guess.. im such a loser.
yeah, i know. don't need to tell me twice.
anyway, more about that later. I passed my Tony Edit project! I'm so relieved, I could cry.
I worked so hard on it! I edited on days I didn't even have school! I DESERVE IT! yeah! hard work pays off.. which should be motivation to do better in Jazz History. Failed that midterm. Considering I didn't buy the book tho, and didn't study much, I didn't do bad. He says I can do an extra paper and he'll completely ignore that. So thats fine. And my stats test? HA! Lets not even talk about that crap. Thankfully he drops the lowest grade. God can't make it any easier for me so I refuse to fail the next test.
Lets see, Alex liked his gift. I got him a DC belt buckle, a black and white checkered belt, which I fabric colored the white parts green (came out awesome) and a HUGE DC decal for his car. He put it on his car, & it looks AWESOME. and I walked into work yesterday and he just lifts his shirt and I saw the belt and he looked all excited lol
>_<>considering its 130am, thats gonna be a little hard lol)
7: JCRU!! (mad excited)
sleepover@MSU

11|1:
8-4: work (again..lol)
7: ANBERLIN IN PA!!!!!
I'm sooo excited for Anberlin, they're soooooooooooooo good. :)

Yay. and Sunday, work from 10-5 then I'm doing homework. FUN FUN. And I actually have to do it, haha. I need to stop being LAZY with that. Sheesh..

so I leave you with lyrics on whats going on with me...

Come closer now
I know your desire is to be desired
Steal a kiss yet and call us friends
Distance is the thief in which you conspire

Turn and time and time will tell
Time will tell or tear us apart

<3

Am I crazy for wanting you?
can't help but entertain these thoughts of us together

let the past be past
let's start today
letters won't do
i need to see your face
tell me where to meet
i'll tell you why we should be<3

My Weekend Was Incredible

& indescribable.
I met Relient K.. and got to play Frisbee with Matthew Thiessen.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm still in shock and its Wednesday.

Check out the pictures.








*dies*
I love Relient K.

Sometimes it seems
Like all I ever do
Is ask for things
Until I ask too much of you
But that's not the way I wanna live
I need to change
But something's got to give

Stressed.

And not even that much. I mean, I am but..things make it better.
things such as:

• music
• God
• friends
• my dog, Miley
• dancing

This class makes me want to cry. I mean, I shouldnt be complaining. Im going to college, right? Okay, I can understand that. But, I hate having to spend time at a school I don't like. I mean, free time. This class requires you to spend 3-4 hours at a editing station going, "WHAT THE !@#$" Its unfair and yet I feel like I shouldn't be complaining. So I guess thats my cue to stop.
Today was kindof long, still feels like it. I have a test in Marketing tomorrow. Its open book. I want to gather my notes but I'm so tired. And I have to wake up early to shower and do my hair, since Im working tonight with Alex. And since I always look like crap at work, I wanna prove that I can look okay sometimes. lol :P

I hope my daygoes smooth tomorrow. I'm going to try to edit and make it perfect so I can be done with this stupid thing. I got 2 out of 10 edits wrong, which means I got 8 right, which is pretty damn good!! but no, I have to fix it. It has to be perfect. So I pray that I can do that tomorrow and get it over with. Not have to deal with it until Tuesday.

I'm attending Campus Crusade for Christ tomorrow. I'm pretty excited. :] Thats gonna make my day ROCK! compared to the crappy Tuesday I had.

Lord,
I'm sorry I'm crabby. Help me to be in a better mood. Help me to stop being so negative. I love you for letting me think this way and not letting me drown in my selfishness. Let it always be all about you. I LOVE YOU!!!! You keep me grounded :)
Love,
Me

Thank you God
For giving me the insight
So I might make
These wrongs right
If and when
There ever is a next time
Cuz failure is a blessing in disguise