14 October, 2008

Stressed.

And not even that much. I mean, I am but..things make it better.
things such as:
  • music
  • God
  • friends
  • my dog, Miley
  • dancing
This class makes me want to cry. I mean, I shouldnt be complaining. Im going to college, right? Okay, I can understand that. But, I hate having to spend time at a school I don't like. I mean, free time. This class requires you to spend 3-4 hours at a editing station going, "WHAT THE !@#$" Its unfair and yet I feel like I shouldn't be complaining. So I guess thats my cue to stop.
Today was kindof long, still feels like it. I have a test in Marketing tomorrow. Its open book. I want to gather my notes but I'm so tired. And I have to wake up early to shower and do my hair, since Im working tonight with Alex. And since I always look like crap at work, I wanna prove that I can look okay sometimes. lol :P

I hope my daygoes smooth tomorrow. I'm going to try to edit and make it perfect so I can be done with this stupid thing. I got 2 out of 10 edits wrong, which means I got 8 right, which is pretty damn good!! but no, I have to fix it. It has to be perfect. So I pray that I can do that tomorrow and get it over with. Not have to deal with it until Tuesday.

I'm attending Campus Crusade for Christ tomorrow. I'm pretty excited. :] Thats gonna make my day ROCK! compared to the crappy Tuesday I had.

Lord,
I'm sorry I'm crabby. Help me to be in a better mood. Help me to stop being so negative. I love you for letting me think this way and not letting me drown in my selfishness. Let it always be all about you. I LOVE YOU!!!! You keep me grounded :)
Love,
Me

Thank you God
For giving me the insight
So I might make
These wrongs right
If and when
There ever is a next time
Cuz failure is a blessing in disguise


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