Am I Crazy For Wanting You?

Um, YES.
ugh. >_< !!!!!!!!! i hate having crushes. its so frustrating. and yet, im only frustrating myself bc i should be patient. Gods like "Becky, are you kidding me? Its been like, 2 weeks." lol I know but are the other chick talks necessary? "yes, bc that means he trusts you enough to talk to you about that." ugh, i guess.. im such a loser.
yeah, i know. don't need to tell me twice.
anyway, more about that later. I passed my Tony Edit project! I'm so relieved, I could cry.
I worked so hard on it! I edited on days I didn't even have school! I DESERVE IT! yeah! hard work pays off.. which should be motivation to do better in Jazz History. Failed that midterm. Considering I didn't buy the book tho, and didn't study much, I didn't do bad. He says I can do an extra paper and he'll completely ignore that. So thats fine. And my stats test? HA! Lets not even talk about that crap. Thankfully he drops the lowest grade. God can't make it any easier for me so I refuse to fail the next test.
Lets see, Alex liked his gift. I got him a DC belt buckle, a black and white checkered belt, which I fabric colored the white parts green (came out awesome) and a HUGE DC decal for his car. He put it on his car, & it looks AWESOME. and I walked into work yesterday and he just lifts his shirt and I saw the belt and he looked all excited lol
>_<>considering its 130am, thats gonna be a little hard lol)
7: JCRU!! (mad excited)
sleepover@MSU

11|1:
8-4: work (again..lol)
7: ANBERLIN IN PA!!!!!
I'm sooo excited for Anberlin, they're soooooooooooooo good. :)

Yay. and Sunday, work from 10-5 then I'm doing homework. FUN FUN. And I actually have to do it, haha. I need to stop being LAZY with that. Sheesh..

so I leave you with lyrics on whats going on with me...

Come closer now
I know your desire is to be desired
Steal a kiss yet and call us friends
Distance is the thief in which you conspire

Turn and time and time will tell
Time will tell or tear us apart

<3

Am I crazy for wanting you?
can't help but entertain these thoughts of us together

let the past be past
let's start today
letters won't do
i need to see your face
tell me where to meet
i'll tell you why we should be<3